I get very easily led into obsessions and very attached to things and sometimes in unhealthy ways. I got led into starvation when I was 19 due to the fact I was obsessed with calories, my size of my body and wanting to be thin. I failed and had to eat in the end or i would of died.
I have got very obsessed with things that have been okay such as celebrities, television programmes, films, music, book authors, hobbies and games on my iPhone/Nintendo Switch. I don't stalk celebrities I just am interested in their life.
I have recently lost 6 stone exactly in weight and I have not gained AT ALL just over Christmas 2021 and I lost that weight within just 2 weeks. I have stuck to plan every day for 17 months except Christmas and Sunday's which is i feel being stuck obsessed to a weight loss plan and is unusual to not gain in such a long period of time.
I get stuck in routines such as weighing myself twice a week and eating at particular times. I have a strict evening routine from evening dinner until bed which is done by time. I have routine in parts of the daytime too.
I have set days where I go to art group, gym, see friends, family and others and do other activities on.
I check calories , weigh food and input everything onto my fitness pal.
Routines and obsessions are part of my Autism unfortunately. I wish they weren't as it drives me crazy. I cannot change them as it makes them worse.
When i was big i was obsessed with certain sugary items such as sweets which was very unhealthy.
Things I am currently attached/obsessed to;
- Books and now those on Kindle !
- Arts, Crafts, Diamond art/painting, painting by numbers.
- Bathroom Scales/Calories being left over.
- Animal Crossing On Nintendo Switch.
- Games on my iPhone ToonBlast especially.
- Social media such as Facebook/Instagram/TikTok
- The Works shop...
- Shopping apps.